OH SHITT my blog

thats was what i said 10 secounds ago before i went into panic mode !
F**!! i was hanging with my cousin and we were just messing around and turns out that when u google a person's name the whole profile comes up everything attached to the email adress i guess !! OMG I AM SO STUPID TO HAVE NOT KNOWN THAT O_O !!!! anyways just glad that i found out before someone else !! THIS MEANS THAT i can post HALF of the stuff that happens!! gosh how fun is that !!!! i just deleted about 8 posts on my blog!!! NEED A STRONGER PRIVACY settings in blogs like seriously!!! from now on there wont be any FUN picture or real life stories i THINK or maybe i shall just mention the good stuff!! yippy !! that is so fun NOT!!!!!
right now i am just thankfull that i found out about it before anyone else did! atleast i hope!

Dream Weaver

as I watch the sun fade away

behind the palm trees

that line up on the sea shore

I begin to take stock and prepare to leave;

opening up my bag,

with a view to clear the excess baggage,

I find all I have is words andthat does not seem to be enough!

a gentle breeze blows softly

ruffling a few leaves andspreading a peaceful feeling

that I never knew before!

clutching a pencil in hand,

plenty of thoughts,plenty of ideas,

I’ve got so much to say

;words unspoken, lurk around

like hungry wolves,

ready to devour the soul

the moment I give in!

sitting here, I watch the people

play games that I don’t understand

;games that don’t mean a thing
yet I stand in their midst

; alone with memories of what, once was

,searching for reasons,

to why and because

I search for a reason and a purpose
to keep going on for more!

as the night falls and the stars come out,

I close my eyes and climb into my starship

to go to a faraway land, leaving everything else behind,
where I am safe, till morning light, filters in flying higher than the stars,

I close my eyes

and in this psychedelic mind space,

weave many a dreamsto write the chapters of my life!

inspiration by poetryoflife.com

Summer break

This was just only 2 days of my summer ! i am VERY lazy to write more so i hope pictures explain :) !! LOL