The Human Heart

The Eye

Through The Eye Of Perspective
A Thousand Things Are Visible
A Single Blink Of The Eye
Endless Time Ticks
Stop & Stare
The Past , a Stoned Rock
so What The Hell

Eternal Colours of Blur and Red
Flames of Love and Hate
Through the Eye
Gods Creation of Life & Nature
Eye. Enables To Seek
The Beauty and Ugly

Tear of Laughter and Pain
Expression , Emotions
Thourough The Eyes

Emotions

[Current State Of Emotions]

I Have a habit of drawing my feeling. Drawing is the way i tend to communicate with my feelings. i express emotions by drawing my feelings. so i have this book that i draw stuff and its like my diary. i don't use words cox words are too boring ...so i hide them in my work of art. i am not pro in drawing still life and scenes. Lemme tell you what it is a little bit about. i got the inspiration when Wenn invited me to her place over the exeat and i Got fucking excited about it and i drew all sorts of crazy stuff to express the CRAZY fun we are going to have !!!!

NAQUIAH DAY

Wenn & Naomi!

nqh day was kiddy fun and AWSUM..The prefects Arranged some game for us to play on the rugby feild. we had WATERBALOON FIGHT / unknown floor and water mixed weird game i dont know the name of it /walking on chairs/ 3 legged race and some game with a baloon !!! i shall mention here thtt i am VERY VERY scared of baloon !!! they just move in the air !! whyy howw !!! FREAKY!!!!!..i would say tht it was the best nqh day ever !!!!!!. the water balloon fight was fun though we didn't win. we were supposed to make a circle and protect one person from getting splashed by water and it was my room mate Amila.. we choose her cox she is the tiniest and the most dry person in the place. she was squished in the circle. i bet she could barely breath.. i put flour+water on wenn's boobs hahahahahah!!thank u so much Astrid for making my face like a cake NOT it took me a about 30 mins to get it out of my hair!!!!!!! i ended up getting soaked in water and managed to get sticky substance made out of flour and water, all over my Favorite shirt!! i was wearing a black shirt which was white in the end of the day..

The Challenge

The Glaring Sun Staring At My Face
The Cry Of The Body, Sweating in
Look Up At The Angry Sun And realises
My Insides Burining In Agaony
For Sure Time Runs
The hands Of Time Cannot Be Turned
The Tapestry Unwound
Run away Right Or Wrong D Dont Care
Its The Physical Challenge Against Me and Myself

SPORTS

I Always Loved Physical completions !! its challenging!! physically challenging things are my therapy to get over emotional shitt..so if u see me running around the school in the evening tht means tht i am emotionally in a bad place or just bored. i never taught that i could run 20x400 meters in 12 mins.. couldn't have done it without hanna !!!! i cant thank you enough for the support !! i would have crashed down if it wasn't for you. Somehow i realised that the messed up stuff in my past doesnt matter.. As i was running that was when it finnaly hit me, for months and months i ve wondered why i cant get over him and it only took just a single millisecond to realize it !! it was when hanna said "malys, let all ur anger and pain out. remember what he did to you and the bitches."..... BOOOM and then she HIT my head and that was when i started to think straight... Years from now i bet i can point at that moment and say. "that is when it all changed." i guess its a good thing that i got sick and tired of going through everyday feeling like i made the wrong decisions...feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders..i found out that love fades. and when it happens all thats left to get over it is time and friends. AND THEN BOOOM BOOM the forms a heartless person.. all this i realise while running.. hmm it does work !

HOME

<------ My Wall

my bed my bed my bed my bed my bed my bed my bed my bed

i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u i love u

i missed my bed the most !!!!!!! XP i m home with my bed. OH LOL !! my mom called me fat O_O i am not fat. she said tht i ve grown up a bit O_O no i am still the same old little skinny malys.though my jeans and shirts are small for me now so i am going SHOPPING in PYRAMID when i get back to malaysia.yay BUT I AM NOT FAT I AM SKINNY

i met my witch almi and school witches yesterday.. i m glad u guys didnt eat me alive :P . i m used to being around the evil almi and not the angel one.urm someone has a new haircutO_O. haha u witc.hmmm wats next is sleepovers and picnics and drama with friends :) i m used to tht..

COFFEE HOUSE WITH MAEHA AFTER A LONG LONG TIME !!!! the BEST waffle served in coffee house. our normal hangout place. i m glad i got to catch up with u.. i am going to kill u today cox i worked so hard to get to ur house on time.gaiga huri baarulaafa dhunjahaafa dhiyaee oa !!!!!!i ll make u pay !! hahaa i still remember wat u said and i walked so fast like shitt hahahahahaahahahahahahha XD..my redbull buddy!!! abadhuves redbull eh hifagen hunaany XP btw i love ur place but its located in a area tht i dont wanna step foot into. O_O

ONE DAY JUST ONE DAY HERE AND I SAW HIM TWICE !!! MALDIVES IS SMALLL

IN THE COULDS

aaaaaa! i had a blast today...took some awsum pictures which i will upload later.. SPACE SHOT was the best thing ever. i never told anyone tht i was afraid of heights. when i reached the top of the ride i imagined myself tht i can get over my fear of heights, i told myself tht somehow i ve been through worse nd yet i think i have..when it fell and in tht split second i taught about the bitter sweet memories and let it all go.. felt like i was invincible.. SNOWLAND.. hahaha aishu's EPIC fall !! haha i crashed down laughing!! it was a definitely a day tht was memorable there was alot of falling spinning flying screaming laughing freezing walking EATING BURGERS !! throwing snowballs, getting lost, travelling,

DA VINCI CODE

i m working on breaking the DA VINCI CODE !!!! AKA DA HANA CODE!!! lol i just named it :) give me time and i ll crack the code MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...! :) btw i would love to mention tht i had a GREAT time last night running up and down the hills and running in the middle of the grass field and running away from the security guard...oh i almost fogot !!!! it was FUN runningwith ur slippers its like a BOKIBA.. lmao!! thanks for being such a great friend and helping me get through the whole situation tht has been bothering me for months..i couldnt have gottenover it without a friend like banana ! :) u are awsum because


1.u make me smile when i m sad


2.u tell me to SHUT UP!


3.Maldivians attract to u


4.u scare the hell out of me


5.u are FUNNY!!!!!!


6.u are racist but u never mean it


7.i cant be emo around u. cox u ALWAYS find a way to make me laugh


8.U FEEED ME !!!!!


9.u helped me through the whole situation i had going with ---


10.u open up to me once in a while and i like the fact tht u do :) trust me :)


11.Lepak Babi/