The Challenge

The Glaring Sun Staring At My Face
The Cry Of The Body, Sweating in
Look Up At The Angry Sun And realises
My Insides Burining In Agaony
For Sure Time Runs
The hands Of Time Cannot Be Turned
The Tapestry Unwound
Run away Right Or Wrong D Dont Care
Its The Physical Challenge Against Me and Myself

SPORTS

I Always Loved Physical completions !! its challenging!! physically challenging things are my therapy to get over emotional shitt..so if u see me running around the school in the evening tht means tht i am emotionally in a bad place or just bored. i never taught that i could run 20x400 meters in 12 mins.. couldn't have done it without hanna !!!! i cant thank you enough for the support !! i would have crashed down if it wasn't for you. Somehow i realised that the messed up stuff in my past doesnt matter.. As i was running that was when it finnaly hit me, for months and months i ve wondered why i cant get over him and it only took just a single millisecond to realize it !! it was when hanna said "malys, let all ur anger and pain out. remember what he did to you and the bitches."..... BOOOM and then she HIT my head and that was when i started to think straight... Years from now i bet i can point at that moment and say. "that is when it all changed." i guess its a good thing that i got sick and tired of going through everyday feeling like i made the wrong decisions...feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders..i found out that love fades. and when it happens all thats left to get over it is time and friends. AND THEN BOOOM BOOM the forms a heartless person.. all this i realise while running.. hmm it does work !